But I don’t understand. I don’t understand how this all happens, how we go through this. I mean, I knew her and then she’s… there’s just a body. And I don’t understand why she just can’t get back in it and not be dead anymore. It’s stupid. It’s mortal and stupid. And Xander’s crying and not talking and I was having fruit punch and I thought, Joyce will never have anymore fruit punch, ever, and she’ll never have eggs, or yawn, or brush her hair. Not ever. And no one will explain to me why.